Saturday, February 25, 2006 @6:02 AM
i am so pissed. i just wasted five precious pieces of foolscap just because there was correction fluid on them. less than 1ml, and i have to use that piece of paper as scrap paper. just because i don't wanna get an 'f' for my assignment. that is, if she ever collects my math.
my blisters are not painful anymore. (: yesterday it ached like hell, but i still played basketball anyway. i can shoot now with one hand only! this is so cool. and i actually managed to finish two thirds of the abc game! three cheers for me~ i love basketball. and today my parents said i look more tan. hmm.
alvina's online now, attempting to do heymath. like me. i hate heymath. can't we just do the whole textbook instead of that website? it makes me really agitated because sometimes i just can't figure out how to do the dumb questions. when i was on my fifth piece of foolscap (refer to the first paragraph) i got so angry when i spelt "quadratics" as "quadractics" that i wrote QUADRATICS in large caps on my paper. and i had to fight an irresistable urge to put "completing the DUMB square" behind that.
organ and french was ok i guess. i love the les miserables song we learnt today! even though it's only grade 7. oh well. i miss the good old days when exams weren't this terrifying. aww. and i couldn't play very well due to the blisters. just hope they won't burst tomorrow during ballet.
ok. off to search for a blogskin now. thanks everyone for tagging.
Friday, February 17, 2006 @5:15 PM
based on a drawing and a personality analysis that i did -
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.
@5:13 AM
the week has passed so quickly..in the blink of an eye, so many tests are over, and so many results are to come. not to mention somemore tests.
papers that are over:
1. ss
2. maths
3. english
4. physics
5. biology
and now, i have to "cheerfully" await my results. argh.
i got my chem and a math marks back, and they really suck. at first, i was contented with my chemistry marks, until i saw somebody's. i realized how many mistakes i made, and how many more marks i could have gotten. even those TWO marks could make a huge difference to how i felt this afternoon, and how i am feeling now. i think that little talk with her didn't make much difference to me at all! and i'm not as hardworking as she made me out to be..i try to do more work, pray for strength to keep going on..i know how essential self study and revision and initiative to do homework is, for this sec 3 year. and i still feel like bashing myself - i want to feel pain.
a math. i don't really feel that upset because i expected to fail. with my atrociously blank mind that day - a pass would be a miracle.
sometimes i wonder if i made the correct decision - not being together. it would have changed my vday so much..do i regret my decision? do i regret not accepting it? do i really miss him as much as i feel?freak. i wish i talked more..then maybe now i would feel better. but the time has passed, and i can't turn back..
Wednesday, February 15, 2006 @12:25 AM
ehui passed this to me!
Rules of the "game":
I. post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself
II. at the end of the post, list the names of 5 people whom you want to next do this.
III. leave a comment "you are tagged" in their blog and read your blog for the rules.
Haha. Here goes...
1 - i love dance but i hate splits.
2 - i think burpy and farty (my giraffe and my sheep) rocks.
3 - i took history despite getting higher marks for geography.
4 - i love to eat. aww getting fat.
5 - i WANT TO BORROW MORE DANCE MANGA!!
Blah and my next 5 victims are:
1. amanda
2. belicia
3. natasha
4. anqi
5. lipei
Sunday, February 12, 2006 @5:23 AM
just finished printing my ss notes. so gonna die for the upcoming tests. >< shit lah.
i wanna ponteng school tmr. but cannot..because i will die when my mom finds out. what the hell lah. so many things to do.
i feel so slackk. but i can't even lift up a finger to do what i really want to finish. this shows how detached my body and my brain is. they won't even cooperate. fck.
my hands are dying.
Saturday, February 11, 2006 @5:31 AM
why did this have to happen again?
why does my heart have to break again?
the wound has not even healed and now somebody snaps it again.
it's like mutilation you know?
i thought i would be able to get over it.
i thought if i left it alone for a while, the wound would close and it wouldn't hurt anymore.
but now you have to come along and rip it open again.
i'm bleeding afresh.
i know you'll never be mine, but you didn't have to do this, did you
you left me all alone
@2:57 AM
french was darn fun today. yuchuan, xinyu, rachel, sarah and me - the teapot sisters!
the teapot pledge -
We, the Teapots of Teapotland,
Pledge to keep Teapotland free from Coffeepots.
Regardless of brand, colour or material,
To build a coffeepotless world,
Based on Lipton and against Nescafe,
so as to achieve lemon tea, green tea and milk tea for all people.
(: THIS IS SO FUN! we have a Teapotland national anthem too!
our maps of Teapotland are made from all our cities. so cool. ^_^
Friday, February 03, 2006 @4:46 AM
wow. another week flew by. so fast.
ok. monday and tuesday - chinese new year. spent monday packing my room and tuesday at laoshi and wulaoshi's house. (: it was so funn! we made dumplings and played with olivia. and i like laoshi's room. sleeping on a mattress is fun and comfy! XDD and oh ya. i ate McD's for lunch! YUMMY~
wednesday. back to school! eeyer. really tired after school..there was so much homework and i was so tired i only finished the work at around 11pm at night. plus bathing and eating and whatever else i was done at only around midnight. and as i was already sick, i became even sicker. the next day i couldn't talk and i couldn't wake up until my mom practically shook and hit me awake.
then i wanted to go to school! but no energy..and besides my cough was worse. so we went to the doctor's again. actually we wanted to go after school but then we realized the doctor went to play golf on thursday afternooons =.= so we went in the morning. and i missed school. and i missed biology! aww. it turned out my infection from my tonsils went down to my vocals. so now i can't talk too much if not my voice would be hoarse for life. sheesh.
friday! back to school (again)! four tests today. first we had a biology formative spring test. think i would pass this one with considerably better marks than my first formative test. (: and then we had chem for the last period! sleepyhead me wrote Tr as the symbol for mercury, when the actual one is Hg. what a large difference. But i think i got Tin correct. Sn. ^_^
ss test after that! tried my best and i think i passed. that's good. but history after that was NOT GOOD! i think i flunked it because i blanked out for the second question. this is so bad..i cannot fail history in sec3 and sec4!! if not it'll drag down my whole score!! GRR.
yep that's my week so far. tomorrow french and organ, sunday catechism and BALLET! yea~ can't wait for ballet. this is gonna be FUN. and i hope i didn't gain weight. ><
