Friday, February 23, 2007 @6:55 AM
why do i keep saying "i'll revise bio TOMORROW?"
RRRRRRRR!!
someone give me some motivation!! bahh. i feel so slack. somehow i don't want to take o levels this year. i want to take them next year! i don't even feel like revising my previous work la. and my results are still as shitty as they are. BWA.
oh. and i guess my results finally knocked a teeny little bit of sense into me. that the amount of hard work you put it, and any natural talent in academics, really really matter. i studied the most for chem, i got the highest in all my CAs for chem (which is actually kinda low) except for emaths. i didn't study as much for emaths, but i got higher than chem. by, one mark?? i guess 'cos it's last year's work and mdm lenny helped me build good emaths foundations. (:
i so gotta stop failing bio and physics. RR!!
Feel the flame forever burnTeaching lessons we must learnTo bring us closer to the power of the dreamThe world unites in hope and peaceWe pray that it will always beIt is the power of the dream that brings us here
Thursday, February 22, 2007 @6:39 AM
tag replies first! (: sorry for being so outdated 'cos my comp refused to show my blog page. wth.
dezzy - tis ok. got over it already. just gotta study harder! XP your performance was ok la! still nice mah. cannot tell that you so called "screwed up". heehee. let's STUDY HARD TOGETHER!
cassie - i just tell my parents i'm going for lunch, 'cos i DO go for lunch only.. LALALA!
mel - OK LA! NOT EMO ALREADY LA! (:
dumbass history test tomorrow!! many many events to remember..
truman doctrine, marshall plan (both measures to contain communism)
cominform, comecon (soviet union's response)
berlin blockade, formation of nato, warsaw pact, nuclear arms race, hungarian uprising, u2 spy plane incident, checkpoint charlie, berlin wall, cuban missile crisis (all events in the cold war)
"clever" me is not gonna remember all the events. just know the gist of warsaw pact, hungarian uprising and u2 spy plane incident.
BACK TO MY BOOKS!
Monday, February 19, 2007 @5:23 AM
what the heck.
everytime, i only miss my family when they're away. i never learn, do i? i never learn to cherish them. only when they're on overseas trips, or when they're out with their friends, do i realize how much i miss them. even when they can be so mean.
i hate it when people ask me to keep the volume of my organ down, when it's already at one quarter.. but now when i blast the house with music, i miss it when my mom gives me that LOOK and tells me to keep the volume down.
i hate it when family members get frustrated, and sort of rant to me.. but now when i'm alone, i miss their ranting.
i can't wait till they're back! being alone in the house is not fun when you're feeling down. ):
Sunday, February 18, 2007 @7:06 AM
felt emo today. ):
i really really miss you. i miss you like so much. when are we ever going out?
Thursday, February 15, 2007 @6:27 AM
thanks to all these people for their valentine's day gifts! really brightened my day although most of the chocs melted due to the sun during training. but no worries, people, i put them in my fridge to refreeze! XD
jessica - coaster
deborah - coaster + sweets
amanda - eeyore tissue!
sonia - pretty scotch tape and hairclip
jamie - for the rose i'm trying to keep alive in school.. XD
rachel - yupi hearts and cadbury choc!
pohyi - precious thots sweets
liqin and olivia - hazelnut ritter sport
melanie - nicely wrapped sweets
farah - chocolate!
congfen - china sweet
yusi - ladybug chocolate (:
laura - cute chocolate bar
unknown - glow in the dark shooting star! it's my favourite present and i don't know who it came from -_-
kaiyi - nice m&ms
candice - hershey's kisses
angela - another pack of nicely wrapped sweets
after looking at this list, i feel so popular. XP
THANKS AGAIN EVERYONE! now for some random messages to random people who may not even read this blog:
4e5 singers: jiayou for tomorrow! hope you guys come back with prizes!
jac: received my letter yet? XD thanks for putting up with my blubberish.
cassie: i'm still irritated with *******!
roy: BWA. BWA BWA BWA BWA BWA.
cny duty av reps: play by ear tomorrow, and be alert! if not i'll punch your face off XP
Friday, February 09, 2007 @6:39 AM
i freaking need to do my homework. BWAA.
@4:01 AM
today was the suckiest day of the week.
first, i failed biology. and don't ask me by how much. the mark difference is SO idiotic that i really wanna punch myself and bang my head against the wall. felt like i was a horribly stupid dumbass to actually have studied and FAILED. -_- study = FAIL. wtf. then i asked if the teachers are purposely setting difficult papers for us, but actually, they're NOT. supposedly. i think at this rate i will just fall off my chair during o levels and fail everything, get an l1r5 of 54 and kill myself. anyway after that mrs ngin reviewed my paper, and i was too un-specific. GWARR. felt so irritated at myself i actually started crying and almost blurted everything out. i'm not even supposed to fail anything! DAMNIT LA. i feel so stupid.
and then. after school got the o level results thing. this batch of students are so fuhreaking clever?! they get like, 9 A1s. i felt even more demoralized. we're gonna have to work really hard. >< i can't even get my butt to sit still on a chair! mrs ngin appeared out of nowhere and asked me how i am, and made me sad, AGAIN. bwa. then she sorta encouraged me to work harder. and now i feel a teensy little bit motivated to study .. amaths. (:
off to my amaths textbook. hopefully i don't get distracted!!
