Monday, June 30, 2008 @12:55 AM
tagged by brenda. (:
5 things was I doing 10 years ago
- crying in p1 'cos i didn't want to be alone in a huge school.
- getting good grades. XD
- dancing.
- swimming.
- eating homecooked lunches that i was made to bring to school. :D
5 things on my to-do list today
- fix the internet on my new toy. :)
- email jules! *** VERY IMPORTANT!!*
- read my book and start on my CHINESE book review
- pack somemore
- sleeep!!
5 3 snacks I enjoy
- black forest chocolate. *drools*
- cheezels
- quaker butter popcorn snack
5 of my bad habits
- being snappy when i'm stressed
- being snappy with the people i appreciate the most
- being extremely ocd when comes to some stuff XD
- cracking knuckles that are very very loud!!
- sleeping at crazy times
5 places I have lived
- hk
- hougang
- ihm
- tkgs
- dairy farm!
5 jobs I've had
- bunny
- tutor
- av board peeeeeeee! XD
- administrator!
- loggy :D :D :D
Thursday, June 26, 2008 @10:43 PM
argh i'm damn irritated with myself, for
stupidly washing the weighing bottle BEFORE weighing the residue
stupidly pouring with my right and trying to stir with my left
stupidly leaving the solutions open and forgetting to cap them
stupidly spilling solution out of the burette
stupidly getting endpoints that came earlier and earlier the more i titrated
stupidly forgetting to write the reproducible results
as you can tell, i feel very stupid now.
Sunday, June 22, 2008 @7:52 AM
my body is half dead. i think i pulled many things during ballet today.
1. hip muscle thingy - i can't do grand battements or jump properly. usually when i jump i feel light and airy and today i was like some giganto elephant.
2. ankle. tendon. many tight. no idea why so tight. ><
various parts of myself, please get well soon. and please settle yourselves comfortably tmr during the exam so i won't fidget and i'll concentrate..
AND SO THE BATTLE BEGINS! with bio, and chem, and maths, and chinese, and A level Chem SPA! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
how fun.
Friday, June 20, 2008 @9:38 AM
my pw is so screwed.
how do we plan a ocip and NOT GO FOR IT?!
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 @10:35 AM
i have spent two days at home, and i am
proud sad to say, revision failed. not successful at all. distracted by a..
PSP! :D yep i borrowed my brother's psp thinking i could get dj max to play. and then, i couldn't get it, so i played ridge racer instead! heheh. unlocked a couple of world tours and almost finished them. :D yes, this is what i do at home instead of mugging. midyears, midyears loom! >< BAHH.
i just read through the packing list and i don't want to go to australia anymore. what CAN you bring in there?! might as well go with loads of money and empty luggages and buy everything there, save yourself the hassle of packing and checking what needs to be declared.
Thursday, June 12, 2008 @7:31 AM
If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?write, bang on the organ, try on my pointe shoes again, probably go out for a few nights.
If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?so many dreams! :D but i'd choose to make my family happy, whilst myself being happy too. :)
What will your dream wedding to be like?quiet. not broadcasted to the world, with close friends and family.
Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?quite indecisive as to what i want or what i'm heading for. so, yea, confused! D:
What's your ideal lover like?some of the people who know me will know this answer. it's too complicated, not gonna put it here. heheh.
Do you have a person that you wish you will be with now?:)
Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?i think being able to recognize love itself is a blessing. but if i had to choose, it'll be loving someone. tis wonderful feeling. *smile*
How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?wait until i can't wait anymore lor.
Is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?being retarded at home, not being patient enough, basically not doing enough in all the aspects of my life. funnily enough this is not the first time it's happening but it is one of the most trying times.
How do you see yourself in ten years?i hope that whatever i'm doing, i'm happy and it's got something to do with food. HEHEH.
What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?both who tagged me are a little wonky. :D just like me!
What's the first thing you do every morning?snooze the alarm and go back to sleep.
Would you give all in a relationship?definitely. i'm that kind of take-a-long-time-to-choose and then give-all person.
If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?i'd choose someone who reads me not as well as the other.
If you were given the chance to turn back time, will you?i would, to make the "correct choices". take back words i've said.
but then again, if i make the "correct choices", i won't be here today.
What is the last thing you would do before you die?talk to all those whom i've cut off from my life.
talk to those i HAVEN'T cut off from my life.
and have a good meal. :)
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been talking to a classmate. he's contemplating quitting school, going back to where he came from. this is one of those times when i like to say "it only takes one person to do something, and the rest will follow." two people from my class have already withdrawn!
i haven't exactly done much studying for the midyears. am not optimistic either about missing school in term 3, with the new teachers coming in. my favouritest chem knowledge has now dissipated into thin air, my maths has evaporated, and totally not touching bio. how weird, these sciences subjects are those i'm expected to perform in.
off to nurse my swollen eye. the last time this eye swelled, it only lasted half a day. now it's hitting one and one quarter day. SHIT!!
Monday, June 09, 2008 @9:37 AM
1) do you wish to do this test?- no, i wanna play mario! XD
2) who is more important to you? friends or boyfriend?- friends. :)
3) who is the person i trust most?- hmm. actually after thinking about it, there's no one person i trust the most. eheheh.
4) do you think you have enough confidence?- nooooooooo!
5) do you like jay chou?- not anymore.
6) do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?- haven't seen it before but theoratically it WOULD appear! :D
7) what is your goal ?- have a job dealing with FOOD!
8) do you believe in eternity love?- eternity love? rare. but got.
9) have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?- no way! :D
10) what feeling you love most?- the feeling you get after you work hard and there's results.
11) what are the requirements that you wish from your other half?- must tiao wu.
12) list out 5 best friends of yours? (no rank)- many many. :)
13) are you lame?- mentally, very.
14) what do you think is the most important thing in my life?- living the life instead of thinking about what you don't have.
15) do you love anime?- no. XD
16) describe the person who tagged me in 5 words?- singer, not-very-tall, lame, funny, retarded! haha alyba
17) should the sky be blue?- it has to be blue. if it was green, my green grass wouldn't be special anymore.
18) if time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?- there are so many moments i would want to change i could turn back time. i'd want to go to my p6 year, my sec 2 year, my sec 3 year..
19) name your favourite rockstar!- no rockstar.
20) what you want the most now?- everything to be normal again and to survive four weeks!
i shall not tag anyone. XD so nice aye? (response: aye aye captain!)
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sec 2 WWJD camp was certainly eye opening. more organized logistics and plenty of time with the guitar and mario. :) thought through many things, lost my head easily and found it back (lucky!), slacked and now i've got big stack work to do. went with a heavy heart, got surprised! it got better and better and by the time i left, i didn't want to go back to reality again! ><>
ok, mario time. :) MARIO FOREVER!!
ps. becca, your tag quiz thingy will be next post yea.
Thursday, June 05, 2008 @9:57 AM
starting time: 12.58pm
the girl who made me do this: brenda XD
name: ivy
sisters: none
brothers: one
shoe size: 6
height: 153cm ><
where do you live: kovan
favourite drinks: 100 plus, h20, pocari :)
favourite breakfast: no particular preference.
have you ever been on a plane?: yep.
swam in the ocean: i think when i was really young, in hk.
fallen asleep at school: many many times! oops.
broken someone's heart: yea XD
fell off your chair: many many times too.
sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: yea. and i fell asleep waiting.
saved e-mails: a lot! D:
what is your room like: in a horrendous mess i need to clear by tmr night for my cousin.
what's right beside you: printer and chair.
what is the last thing you ate: fruits! :D banana and kiwi and strawberry.
ever had chicken pox: yea but i can't rmb when 'cos i was too young.
sore throat: i'm having it right now!
stitches: once. heheh.
broken nose: no! :)
do you believe in love at first sight: yea.
like picnics: loooove it!
who was/were the last person/people you danced with?: zhen, liangyu and meiyi. :) spanish!
who last made you smile: :)
you last yelled at: leaders during ltc.
today did you:
talk to someone you like: yep
kissed anyone: no.
get sick: yea! it started a couple of days ago. ><
talk to an ex: no.
miss someone: yes ):
eat: a lot.. BAHH
best feeling in the world: being happy and contented and worry-less.
do you sleep with stuffed animals: either one or two. kitty and/or bella.
what's under your bed: dust.
who do you really hate: just irritated with, but don't hate.
what time is it now?: 1.09am
random:
is there a person who is on your mind now: yea.
do you have any siblings: one big bro.
do you want children: dunno. most probably no. i dunno!!
do you smile often: i smile and laugh loads. :) it's good for the soul!
do you like your hand-writing: yea. it's fat and it's me.
are your toe nails painted: nope. i NEVER paint my nails,
whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: the dairy farm bed. (aka, the floor.)
what color shirt are you wearing now: grey. odyssey of the mind.
what were you doing at 7:00 pm yesterday: doing pushups for punishment.
i can't wait till: i start mugging 'cos I DON'T WANNA FAIL!! i think.
when did you cry last: erm, yesterday. eheh. damn the heights!
are you a friendly person: too much!
do you have any pets: nope
where is the person you have feelings for right now?: who knows?!
did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: erm, i held hands with two at the same time.. heheh
do you sleep with the TV on?: no tv for me.
what are you doing right now?: this.
have you ever crawled through a window?: i don't think so.
can you handle the truth?: usually.
are you too forgiving?: yea ><
are you closer to your mother or father?: mom.
who was the last person you cried in front of?: THE one.
how many people can you say you've really loved?: dunno. many? 'cos family and friends wat.
do you eat healthy?: ya. made to.
do you still have pictures of you and your ex?: -
have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: YEA! RAWRR
if you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: i dunno.
are you loud or quiet most of the time?: depends on how i feel that day.
are you confident?: not really.
5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. pretending to be one of the three blind mice in the nursery rhyme.
2. cheating on tingxie.
3. dancing.
4. playing with my really old el3 organ. which has been moved away..
5. going for chinese tuition! XD
5 jobs I've had:
1. student
2. tuition teacher
3. facilitator
4. youth catechist (not same as facil right, mooman? heheh)
5. presidency! XD in sec sch. (yes, fsv in cj rejected me! WTH)
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ok that brenda's thingy aside. i'm back from ltc and i'm gonna be away again. i loved ltc and i really really miss the campus of dairy farm adventure camp. it may be devoid of comforts but i still love it all the same. :) i'm also glad i gave everything a try though on hindsight, i do think i gave up a little too easily, being overcome by fear. shudder shudder.
also got to know a lot more people. XD i love group 8! PRO PRO PRO! lizanne mario andrew joel heidi yangqing eugenia ivy karthik clement yixi tharsh! and not forgetting our facils, guanwen, mr lim and ms tan! WHO'S GONNA WIN GONNA WIN GONNA WIN! PRO GONNA WIN GONNA WIN GONNA WIN! :D
argh gotta get my butt up and moving to mug! my holidays have flown away, and i got four weeks gone in term 3, i am DEADDDDD!! D:
