Friday, March 30, 2007 @8:01 AM
sports day was pretty good, i guess. ran a lot. was ok with the results for 400m and 200m.. cannot beat the pro people one la! but upset about the cca race thing.. 'cos i didn't expect that result. then after that all the tiredness came out. roar. felt exhausted with everything that was happening.
hopped around most of the time - left my valuables with alvina 'cos she was near the teachers and so my stuff wouldn't go missing. XD then walked around and cheered on the class relays with joanne and the rest. i think i'm gonna get a sore throat. sigh. not a very nice thing.
argh thank you mrs ngin. huffpuff. oh, and i lost three matches on wednesday. not sore about it or anything, just.. feeling weird.
Wednesday, March 28, 2007 @8:31 AM
relapse.
Sunday, March 25, 2007 @6:43 AM
i am feeling VERY upside-down now.
it's not like i need to spend every living moment studying. i don't even know where to go, what to study, where i wanna go in life, what i want to be. must you do everything? must you leave nothing to me? i am still a human, and i am part of her too. i want to help too. the reason why i'm doing so bad is NOT 'cos i've got no time to study, it's 'cos i can't find my way around anymore. i can't find anything to push towards. i can't feel anymore. i'm holding the keys in my hand, you insist on locking up. am i so useless, so dumb, so stupid, that i can't even lock the door? i'm not comfortable around any of you anymore, and i have no idea why. maybe it's because of the two incidents that happened a couple of months ago. still can't believe that you can just use words like that on me. i mean, i'm not exactly pissed with you or anything for using those on me. but to think that that's what we call people who are really bad, and you used them on me. and you. i feel so awkward around you now. spent so long trying to build up my trust again, and i'm back to square one. what rubbish have i been trying to create for the past years man. i should have just given up.
Monday, March 19, 2007 @8:21 AM
leave some chores for me to do ok? don't make me feel even worse than i am now 'cos i take sooo long to do my work.
and you better see the doctor tomorrow about the leg! if not i'll come to pester you. HMPFT!
Friday, March 16, 2007 @4:08 AM
camp was great! many lovely moments shared together with all my dorm mates and sentry duty was just simply fantastic. i love love love staying up till 4.30 in the morning! ((:
now for some affirmations (even though i already told most of these people, and that most of them don't read this anyway).
melissa - great bunkmate. and my long lost twin (:
cassie - thanks for cheering me up.
rebecca - many good times spent together (and with cassie too) talking about guys! HEEHEE.
kendra - sharing about the guys! heehee. and the chipsmore cookies.
felicia - fellow exrosythian i got to know so much better this year. LOVES.
natasha, amanda, atricia - thanks for just being here. (: and playing black sheep with me!
marianne - don't be sad anymore yea? i'll always be here! and thanks for being a great pal.
davina - cute dudette! i bet there are guys after you!
marissa - the cleverest bum here! and one of the cutest! go nyse! GO TKSE! ^_^
greg - next time, take my food when i'm not hungry! you are one nice facil. and funny too. hee.
kim - one of the facils people tend to forget when greg's there! but indispensable. keep going kim! the finance log!
roy - exco, exco, exco. ask my parents first. and see my time. but i will definitely continue to help yc.
jac - i love you many many! (: thanks for being there and making me cry -_- aiya, THANKS LA!
jules - bouncy gangster hamsters! you're cute. and you have a great boyfriend who actually came up to fetch you! (though he looked kinda shy.) yea. heeeeeeee.
erica - skinny stick! but nice to all of us (:
daniel - camp commander, you really look like a big cow.
all the other facils - YOU GUYS ROCK MAN!
Monday, March 12, 2007 @8:46 PM
camp starts in about 45 minutes. and i'm having lots of phlegm stuck in my throat, and a bloated stomach. sigh. kinda tired too. don't know why. BWA.
will be back thursday! meanwhile, keep tagging!
Sunday, March 11, 2007 @6:51 AM
do you know that when a little panda pulls on another little panda's underwear, that's sexual harassment?
ok, james put that in his msn nick. made me laugh.
anyway. yc was fun yesterday.. charades! (: can't wait for the retreat. but i hope there's like, table and chair for us to sit down and do homework. hee. class was fine today i guess. didn't feel very happy so marianne did most of the work while i just sat around staring at thingys. ><
bwa.
amanda! you make me feel so old. i have a granddaughter! (: and how many kids??
Friday, March 09, 2007 @7:26 AM
argh. i'm slacking again. must study harder!! ><
this term's l1r5 is like.. utter shit. and i think my dream of science stream in vjc has just flown off, it takes an effing
five points to get in. sigh.
ok, people, please just smack me.
Thursday, March 08, 2007 @6:31 AM
today was.. uncomfortable.
woke up in the morning feeling SO nauseous. almost puked while brushing my teeth, and then everytime i wanted to cough, i'd feel like puking. throughout the bus ride all the way to school. shudder. reached school, swept floor, talked to nut for a while, then went down to the foyer. you guys really need to buck up with the training! get the juniors to learn! if one method of teaching doesn't work, use another method! think of one! bio was nausea again. mrs ngin looked and sounded pms-ed. XD she actually got irritated at us! (like finally.. but yea.) not very surprised 'cos our class can talk a lot when we want to. emaths, sleepiness and frustration. how can i not be able to do probability?? history - SLEEPY. tired. just not absorbing any information at all. and that's bad. physics - have to redraw all my graphs! chem.. left ALL my worksheets at home. bloody thing. rawrr.
i'm in the finals for 400m and 200m and i'm running for av too! what the heck! my 400m and 200m timings are the second worst and worst respectively la! how to run like that?? competing with people like shiren, grace, syaz, cerigwen, maxine.. so gonna DIE la. aww man.
amanda, stop calling me mummy!
Sunday, March 04, 2007 @6:43 AM
I FEEL SO F-ING UPSIDE DOWN LA.
really need to get my ass onto a chair and actually start revising for o levels. i want a good l1r5 that will enable me to go for almost any route. can't identify this feeling inside.
Friday, March 02, 2007 @7:51 AM
was really, really, really upset today. sorry to my friends - first, i wanted to puke after i saw the childbirth video.. then, i got unsmily-ish after recess. bwa. couldn't really concentrate.
stations of the cross today really spoke out to me today. as in, i could really feel it applying to what was happening to me today, and what
she told me. but i still want to do something i know i can't. i hate getting stuck in the middle.thank you for listening to me rant today. and the advice. and the call. you, please don't fall sick. i hope you will be ok. you, please come back. i miss you loads.i don't like feeling this way.
Thursday, March 01, 2007 @6:36 AM
oh man. i don't want to show my history paper to my brother.
OH MAN.
all of you, go AWAY.
