Sunday, November 26, 2006 @6:16 AM
going for confirmation camp tomorrow. hopefully it'll prepare me well for confirmation, which is on saturday.. i feel excited and yet scared at the same time. i don't want the buckets of tears to fly down again. ><
anyway. today. went for church, was kinda grumpy in the morning. actually, i was grumpy for the whole day. feeling so emo for two days already. i don't even know why i'm feeling like that!! RAWRR. then after church, went to east coast to rollerblade. saw this woman who was learning how to cycle, she wasn't steering very well and her husband was trying to help her but she sort of, er, steered towards me, causing me to have no where to go 'cos a bike was stationary in front of me. i was going quite fast too ): AND I WAS BLADING AT THE SIDE OF THE ROAD. i fell down. on purpose. so as to avoid crashing into the woman's bike OR the one in front of me. and guess what? i nearly cut a vein. on my finger, right at the joint. it was pretty scary, 'cos i was gonna meet mom at the skating rink and i was on my way there when i fell. so the blood started coming out, formed a little "puddle" on my finger and i tried to keep the blood there. so my shorts wouldn't have blood all over. heh. and then had to wait for mom to arrive with dad and the tissue. sigh.
after that went to eat at swenson's at parkway, then went home to bathe and SLEEP! and then went for ballet. wasn't focused, AGAIN. it's really irritating when you're trying to do your best, yet you can't, and it's the last lesson for the year. GAHH.
ok people, i won't be blogging, but you can still message me! i won't reply immediately though. (:
Tuesday, November 21, 2006 @10:13 PM
i feel so lazy can!!
i'm not packing up my room.
i'm not preparing for confirmation camp.
i'm not doing any schoolwork.
i'm not STUDYING.
i feel so unprepared for confirmation.
@1:54 AM
mom's birthday tomorrow!
celebrating today (:
thinking about the past.
Sunday, November 19, 2006 @7:09 AM
tell me i'm such an asshole.
i was happily tapping away on my L6 when i pressed OVERWRITE in my phonebook. as a results, all 250 contacts on my sim card disappeared. so whoever's reading this, please send me an sms to give me your number! (: thanks. i lost quite a couple of numbers which i have no way to getting back.. sheesh. so dumb. i am so gonna keep a written phonebook from now on. no more losing of precious numbers.
and oh, did i tell you my phone went FLAT after i lost my contacts? it was utter shit. phoneless. ): didn't even wanna listen to my favourite pascal sevran album.
and suayness! in the morning when mom fetched me to east coast to blade, i didn't fall. i merely bent down when i was going down the slope and got a couple of scratches. and so, when i was reaching the skating rink and gonna call mom, i FELL. like, really bad. luckily all my protective gear was on so it wasn't so bad. but i have this big patch of scratches on my right leg and somewhere on my thigh. sigh.
ballet was ok i guess. still quite stoned today so didn't react was quickly as i should have. actually, i should just say i wasn't focused enough. ><
updated wishlist! AHH.
Saturday, November 18, 2006 @7:43 AM
effects of last night was horrendous. woke up feeling lousy and dragged myself out of bed for my classes. i didn't expect to be affected so badly.
on a happier note. i got my white skirt already! really pretty (: if on confirmation day we get to take photos (which i THINK we will) i'll take a photo and post it here XD the white angel! haha. oh and i went for my popular shopping spree too. got all the stuff for mom and my assessments ): sigh. gotta make myself work hard hard! though i don't know whether i can really do it. )):
then came home, started tidying up my shelf, and then went out again. before we even reached bugis, we already saw the carpark full sign. so we parked at esplanade and walked to marina square. eat dinner and then planned to buy my white heels/shoes, but couldn't find, so yea. walked back to esplanade. mom wanted to treat me to anderson's ice cream but i was too full after eating 5/6 of a 12 inch pizza all by myself (i hadn't expected pizzas at spageddies to be THAT big) and a bowl of chicken chowder and all of mom's potatoes. was gonna puke. ><
ok i'm very tired now!! goodnight. and keep tagging!
je me fiche!
Thursday, November 16, 2006 @11:31 PM
i am really sad now. just heard not-so-nice news. it's depressing. i cannot believe it is happening.
i wish i wasn't human so i wouldn't feel like this. i wish they will stop taking away all the people whom i respect so much. there's only one person left, out of three. next year is such an important year, who am i going to rely on to keep pushing me?
RAWRR.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006 @5:51 AM
kinda frustrated today. 'cos mom thinks blogging isn't really good? but for me i think a blog's a place where i get to rant and stuff. so it's good "blog therapy"? HUR. nvm.
i just lost all my mood to blog. but anyway people just tag yea? (:
ps. to all whom i haven't sent photos, please remind me! gmail was down just now ):
Saturday, November 11, 2006 @7:00 AM
today was a really funny day.
tirta and i decided to drink long black coffee to use up the coupon mom gave me, so yea we ordered two cups of that. in total, we each added three sachets of tea sugar to our coffees, until we realized, HEY! THERE'S COFFEE SUGAR! so we took ANOTHER sachet of coffee sugar to our coffee. the result was a sweet coffee with a slightly bitter aftertaste. not bad, for coffee first-timers.
we drank till there was like, a little bit left, then we decided to experiment. we put salt inside our coffees. no, edit that. I put salt inside MY coffee, and tasted it. in the end i decided not to take it just in case i got a stomachache before organ.
so. after the coffee, tirta decided to get an egg mayo sandwich! so she took out her OLD OLD OLD singapore money note, stared at it, and wondered aloud whether the cafe would accept her note. in the end, i had to go and buy her sandwich for her. sheesh.
she was gonna drip egg mayo everywhere, so the GREAT BRAIN TIRTA decided to go get a SPOON to SCOOP her egg mayo. and she kept insisting that i should have eaten something. 'cos she felt bad eating in front of me while i stared at her and attempted to take pictures.
HOOBOY! then had ORGAN. beautiful music theory.
spent quite a bit of time staring at the notes. i think they're finally making some sense.
ok that's it i just lost the inspiration to blog. sigh.
updated wishlist!! (:
ps. wilmer, TAG.
Friday, November 10, 2006 @7:11 AM
very tired now. tried to do my music theory but so horribly failed. just printed out my french homework - english version of sleeping beauty. it's five pages long. shortest thing i could find. sigh. hafta read it on the mrt tmr.
finally went for rollerblading class today! guess what, they asked me to join INLINE HOCKEY!! omg! i so wanna join la! but my mom says it's not FEMININE and will make me more tomboy, plus it's DANGEROUS. freaking thing. sigh. have to see the training schedules and all.. frankly the idea of playing hockey on rollerblades thrills me but i need to see how the training schedules are. sigh.
i think i shall just give up on grade 5 organ. it's impossible to do theory.
Thursday, November 09, 2006 @6:06 AM
my class got CANCELLED today 'cos of the RAIN.
Wednesday, November 08, 2006 @12:39 AM
YEA! going for rollerblading open class tomorrow. hee. probably will attend about four to five sessions before i get my own blades, and then, FREEDOM! i shall go whizzing about. NYAYAYAYA!
ok i'm high. though i missed vivocity today ):
Monday, November 06, 2006 @6:52 AM
i am freaking pissed now.
i wanna join huiwen on audition!! and guess what? asiasoft deactivated my audition account, meaning that i cannot log in anymore. when i go onto asiasoft to recreate an account, i need my pin number. congratulations, i forgot my pin number!
how could i have been so dumb as to ANYHOW SELECT NUMBERS when they asked us to create a pin number the other time round?? ARGH.
and if i want to totally reset my pin, i need to go and pay $5. what a waste of money.
why can't they just do it for free??
so yea. i guess i have to stick to theme hospital. sigh. what a waste of training time la. i used to do so well at audition!! punch.
was gonna upload more photos. but no toolbar. so yea. wait long long!
TAG, PEOPLE.
Sunday, November 05, 2006 @12:26 AM
so refreshed now! after a nice long nap. going for ballet later mah. if not no energy to jump and leap and SPLIT! :)
anyway. this is an appeal to all! if you ever see such merchandise like these Kapo the Super Monkie accessories, please tell me where to buy them!! i have been searching unsuccessfully for them for a long time. well. i once found them in action city but they're gone now!! i really want them yea. so please. help!
kapo plush!
very cute right! :)
Saturday, November 04, 2006 @9:26 PM
cat class today was rather amusing. heh.
k first we ate seaweed that tasted quite weird, with some really fishy smell. cassandra pointed out that it was from the sea, so obviously it had a fishy smell. -.-
then we were given envelopes to decorate with our names, 'cos we needed those for confirmation. jacqueline even said "don't go and draw upside down ah!" and i was thinking to myself, "aiya, i will definitely not be so careless." so i started to draw, with all my zigs and all. and i drew a pretty pretty thing!
and i turn the envelope around. guess what? i drew on the wrong side!! so in the end, everyone started laughing at my horrible upside down envelope. but i managed to make it look comical in the end. hur. i can just imagine, when the envelopes are all placed out for people to put letters inside, mine is the one looking idiotic with an upside down name on it. sigh.
and then after that cass rebecca and i decided to "chill", UNDER THE SUN. when there was shelter just fifty cm away. tsk. we are so weird. then jean came out! hehhhh. :) and she was late for church -.-
ok i think this is getting quite senseless.
I HOPE ALL CAN SEE THIS LAYOUT!
Thursday, November 02, 2006 @6:43 AM
i miss performing.
when i go jc, i'm gonna make sure i join a performing arts cca! i want to perform again!!
SPA IS EASY, ALICIA, SO RELAX.
and tag, everyone!!
