Friday, July 28, 2006 @2:00 AM
whoots. end to one busy week. china friends came on thursday.. i guess they're ok. i just wish.. oh but nevermind. i'm ranting again! >< bahh. i hate ranting yet i do it everyday. rant rant rant rant rant. ok i'm so darnit nonsensical today.
nat is obsessed with the song "in his eyes". she's been singing forever. sigh. i pity my ears. (:
quite fatigued these few days. 'cos i sleep damn late la. trying to work hard yet i keep reading magazines instead of doing homework. wahlau.
ok i think i better stop this rant here.
Wednesday, July 26, 2006 @4:27 AM
bahh. xi'an girls are coming tomorrow.. i'm not one bit prepared at all. in fact, i feel stressed. but it's nice to feel something for a change instead of being cold-blooded all the time. ><
when i first heard the bad news, it sunk in and i got upset. and then after that the bad news bounced out again. so anytime, it might sink in again, so if i suddenly burst into tears for no reason, just ignore me yea?
it's gonna be a busy two weeks. ><
political problems! I NEED my hist elec pau to help me find the political problems within this and that!
ok i know this is nonsensical but yea.
Tuesday, July 18, 2006 @6:33 AM
i feel so guilty you know. here on the comp gaming and blogging when there's quite a bit of emath undone and other things to do. but couldn't resist it since i had to come online anyway to check some stuff and send penny the xi'an pics. (: <33 xi'an! they're coming on the 26th! excited man.
there's so much stuff which suddenly appeared on my wants list la! like a green crumpler, rollerblades.. oh man. i really have to scrimp and save. so all, pardon me when i act like a cheapskate. haha.
chemistry test today was a horrific blast. the first test i've not finished in almost the whole of the year. the first test with a confirmed fail. oh man. i'm so dead ok. i had no intention of failing chemistry, i even aimed for an 'A' grade. now i think it's become a 'D'. this is so depressing.
as for the history test. i have completely no idea why i just can't apply PEEEL. sucks la. so as usual wrote like how i did for SS, the listing of the factors. hope i pull through it with my targe C6. for humanities i think i really gotta buck up but my grades fly everywhere so it's kinda hard to aim.
yep that's it. off to the tv! (:
Saturday, July 15, 2006 @10:55 PM
quick post before i enjoy some beauty sleep. later have pointe during class.. and maybe we don't have enough time but i'm already freaking out.
went for cat class this morning. felt rather uncomfortable and tired.. jacq saw it la. and was smsing throughout the lesson. not involved so didn't enjoy it much, haha. i need to move to enjoy whatever i'm doing! so anyway we stayed back to talk to the few zion's joy facilitators.. i wanted to join zion's joy after confirmation camp this year. 'cos they're the music group and i always wanted to play the organ for the church. but i'll see how my exam goes though..
was really antisocial today. and for some reason i was feeling down and depressed. it was raining when i finally decided to walk out and have my brunch and roy and jacq were waiting for the rain to stop, so they said i could join them if i wanted to wait for a while. maybe they just wanted to ask how i was. not that i'm feeling fantastic. it's not only the lack of sleep, it's EVERYTHING that has been happening this week.
ballet later!
@6:48 AM
i'm not in a very bloggy mood today. still. ):
bought my long belated present from alicia at gift-a-name today. haha. a can of magic tricks! when i've got them all practiced i'll show them to you yea? haha. i've fallen in love with tricks and puzzles! haha. deborah and jessica are catching up with my rubix cube skills.. i hafta practice more! hee.
lessons were ok today i guess. during organ i played two of my repertoires for our teacher.. just need to use more strength for the melody (i have no idea why i play like i'm gonna kill the organ yet it seems so light and flowing) and for "celebration", i just need to polish up my chords! WHOOTS!
there's an important chem test on tuesday, yet i'm still here, tapping away on the computer keys, not trying to do anymore. i know somewhere deep down inside i'm dying to get back to my worksheets so i can honestly say i tried my best to study, but up here on the surface i can't find the determination to. but today, i'm glad i finished the volumetric analysis. i'm glad i actually tried to find my mistakes and correct them - in other words, do self study. i'm proud of myself!
i had NO idea there were so many emails in my singnet inbox. trying to clear my inbox now. and figuring out how to get some stuff from the computer to my 3100. oh did i mention i bought teenage july`o6 and i saw this phone i really like? nokia 5500. new one.. for sporty people, has some sports features. and extra durability.. i need that! haha. it was entertaining reading that. i realized i get entertained by literature easily.. was so engrossed in a book i read half of it in fifteen minutes and was almost late for french class. titled "an evening at the club" and i found it at the french literature in english section in the alliance francais library. haha. i guess reading's a good way to spend my time.
yep. that's about it. cat class and ballet tmr, will do pointe finally! i hope my foundations are gonna be better.. sure don't wanna sprain an ankle or pull another muscle on my first day in dunno-how-long on pointe. (:
Friday, July 14, 2006 @7:27 AM
whoa. this has been one not-so-busy-but-still-busy week. next week will be even more so.
been really exhausted nowadays. come home, SLEEP. at night, SLEEP. anywhere also wanna SLEEP. >< i can't stand it la. where's my old energy?! )):
haven't touched my organ ONCE this week. have actively been trying to finish my overflowing pile of chemistry. i think i'm really gonna die for the chem ca next week.. i'm so unsure of everything! i try to study myself since mom can't help me for this subject. but to have the family's help in maths and physics is good enough yea. 'cos those are some of my weakest subjects too.
kinda worried about upcoming stuff. my tolerance level broke today, but got it mended (: so i'll still be a beam of light here (like a lighthouse) for all those who wanna take a break! haha. can always talk to me. hee.
ok this sounds senseless. not in a very blog-gy mood today.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE CHOIR PEOPLE GOING XIAMEN! remember my bubble/chewing gum!
Friday, July 07, 2006 @7:11 AM
tennis sucked yesterday. i hit like a noob. to think i've been playing for two years.
stayed back today to tinker on the organ and play some bball with alvina and junrui. funn! the school organ is a bit lanpok though. wish they had a pretty el 87.. then it'll be like home! haha.
NAT! the rich bitch is making me really irritated. talking crap and all. i wish he could disappear.
i have no desire to finish my french homework. oh well. i should just die tomorrow.
i feel like my life is breaking into small pieces and it's become this thousand piece puzzle i need to piece back. anyone care to help? getting worried over the dumb exam again. what if.. what if.. so many what ifs. even if i pass there's a "what will i do" question hanging over my head.
i feel kinda in love with ballet right now. though i'm really unfit with all my hurt muscles and all. and napfa and the sports. trying desperately to get more flexible.. for so long i haven't done the splits. it's so not shuang la! i want to do a split! ):
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rb is so irritating la. like he's such an impt person in my life i can't live without. i survived for so long without him poking his nose into my business. and im disappointed even though i know benj is busy. so he can't talk. and i wanted to go for st anne's feast day.. someone go with me? argh. im so dead. i FEEL dead.
Monday, July 03, 2006 @5:02 AM
just had this urge to blog.. so here i am.
yesterday's amazing race was quite fun. had a great time sprinting after the bus. though i got all hot and sweaty but i managed to get the bus for my groupmates. haha. running is fun, especially when i achieve my goal. it was really good to see ben too.. how i miss the old times. ballet was great too, even though it was tough and i was unfit. haha. no more dtn turns! ): sad. but we've moved on to more difficult stuff. like some balancing thing where we only have one foot on the floor and keep releve-ing with the other leg in other positions. it's fun.
today at bel's house. was practicing the releve-ing movement. my foute turns are horrendous. ended up falling all over the place. and i hogged her piano >< so sorry bel. you should've chased me away! haha.
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