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Friday, June 30, 2006 @8:34 PM

ok. i'm able to blog! YAYY!
(: ok instead of doing my maths and physics i'm here blogging. and playing yahoo towers. i'm such a fantastic person, you know. and i whiled the morning away reading some books i borrowed from the library. bahh.
my aunt's sister's daughter is sick with TB and has to be confined at home for six months.. poor girl. and i decided to make a nice card for her. maybe some drawings of the stuff she gave me through my grandma and i'll give her my email. and oh, im using chinese to write a letter to her. 'cos i needa practice my chinese. haha. mom said her chinese was real good. i'm gonna feel.. demoralized. but nevermind.
waiting for french to start now, then after french i have organ.. i've roughly decided on my exam songs. and the exam application starts today. wonder how much money i have to fork out for the exam. bahh.

@6:18 AM

i love the yahoo towers new servers. XD sorry, i know almost no one knows what i'm talking about.
but anyway.. this week has been quite a hectic one. smart-aleck me put myself on monday duty, and i always forget first monday of the term it's HALL assembly. so yea. but i think this term our members have become a bit more enthusiastic and experienced. well.. they should be! (: <33 my juniors, except a particular few.
i have NEVER been so organized in filing before! (i'm talking about my spa files.) i can't believe i actually took the time to write out the contents page and spell out Investigation! and to think i forgot there were such things as abbreviations. most people wrot Inv i think. i wasted so much space la! pissed.
thursday tennis was horrible at first. 'cos i couldn't hit. but after i lost my temper, almost yelled the f-word, created a really painful bruise on my right knee.. i could hit. so i was very happy. (: but i think i can improve loads more. at least i'm getting some of my old power back. yea that's good ain't it! haha.
alvina sick thursday and friday.. kinda sad. she missed her very first supervising duty. i really envy her.. she's got good people for friday duty! so shiok. all she has to do is assign duties.. no training!
off to play my fav game. tag!

Sunday, June 25, 2006 @4:23 AM

i think this is my second post for the day. but anyway.. i was just thinking about the electone exam. and what if i fail. and what i would do. and what the teacher would do.
i think all this is scary! MOMMY!!

Saturday, June 24, 2006 @8:27 PM

ehui's bbq yesterday was a blast! GO GIRL! FIFTEEN BIRTHDAY BUMPS WITH THE HAMMER! i ate loads. marshmallow after marshmallow, otah after otah, chicken wing after chicken wing, bowl of beehoon after bowl of beehoon, stick of satay after stick of satay, cup of ribena after cup of ribena.. a lot man! it was really fun. janella pan-e ehui tanya and me had a great time splashing each other. my poor 1e3/2e3 class tee. >< and i was eating curry, had this big bowl of curry on my lap, then it split on me! so my tee was covered with curry and i stood underneath the tap at the swimming pool to get it all off. haha. my poor tee.
went for mass this morning. fun! father larry's last mass with us. haha. this is funny:
"i have this friend. quite a close friend. one day, he came into my room and shouted 'Father! Father! Praise the Lord!' so i asked him, 'why are you praising the Lord?' his reply was 'I've got cancer!'
'so why are you so happy??'
'because i know how i will die! some people don't know how they'll die, but i know how i'll die! i'll die of cancer! and i've got good news!'
'what good news?'
'i've got a year to live! so now i know when i'll die and how i'll die!'
and after a few days..
'Father! Father! PRAISE THE LORD!'
'why are you praising the Lord?'
'I've got 12 years to live! Twelve years!'
'oh! how come?'
'i went to 12 different doctors and they all those me i have one year to live, so now i have 12 years to live!'
that was 10 years ago. and till now, he's still living. cancer has just gone away. see, to be a Christian you must be positive. my friend is so positive."

k i gtg eat. (again!) bye.

Friday, June 23, 2006 @8:46 PM

fifteen minutes before french, so a quick post.
last night's mass was another great service. ((: yea man. GO FATHER LARRY!! ^_^ some stories he shared:
"there was a teenage couple who asked me, 'Father, can we have sex?'
'nonono. you can't.'
'then what can we do? patting?'
'yes yes patting. wait. no.. patting will lead to sex! nonono.'
'then? necking?'
'yea necking is ok. but no! necking will lead to patting which'll lead to sex! nonono.'
'then what, Father. kissing?'
'yea kissing is ok i guess. oh no! nonono. kissing will lead to necking which will lead to patting which will lead to sex! no!'
'Father! what can we do?!?!'
'oh. you can hold hands!'
'ok. let's hold hands.'
'but wait a moment.. if you hold hands then you'll kiss the hands and slowly you'll kiss the lips and then it'll lead to necking then patting then sex! nonono!'
'FATHER!' 'you can.. stare at each other. yea.'"

lol. it isn't very funny, but his responses are a bit funny.
"in 1932, when the first television was unveiled, a missionary pointed at it and said 'this will be the window, to hell.' and in 1984 or 1985, Bill Gates developed the most popular software in the computer. and what did he name it? WINDOWS."

doesn't have much relation, but yesterday's mass was about evil and stuff. so yea.

"thieves don't enter your house by the door, do they? they enter by the WINDOW. same goes for Satan! he enters by your mobile phone, your internet, your television."

"da vinci code! da vinci code! what's so good about the da vinci code! it's Satan who's trying to get to you through dan brown. oh my friends say 'hey, go and watch it before you judge it'. if you see the food on the table, it looks spoilt with maggots all over it and it stinks, would you eat it to see if it was bad food? if you would you're STUPID!"

"i bought this painting of the last supper, which was very beautifully painted and going for fifty sing dollars. so i asked the shopowner, 'why is this painting going so cheap?' and he replied 'because there's a defect.' i observed the painting, and i found the defect. at the last supper, jesus was there with his twelve disciples, which makes thirteen people. but this particular painting had fourteen people! and when i asked the shopowner who the fourteenth person was, guess what was his reply?
'he's the waiter.'
so, we can all look forward to the day when we'll ascend to heaven to eat at the banquet God has prepared for us there. and i hung this painting in my room, to encourage me to work harder so that when i ascend to heaven, i can be the fourteenth person at the eternal last supper - the waiter." yea i hafta go. enjoy these for the time being. tonight will go to ehui's house so expect a post tomorrow morning maybe. or maybe tomorrow night. but meanwhile, keep taggin'!

Thursday, June 22, 2006 @8:37 PM

yesterday's mass was really good. the priest who did the (sorry i don't know what's the name of it.. liturgy or what?) in-between-the-Gospel-and-the-Creed-thing was REALLY GOOD! he was talking about motherhood. just to share some quotes:
"the man searches for his lost rib. [because eve was created from adam's rib] and one day, he sees a woman somewhere, on the streets at the mall or something, and he says 'i think you are my lost rib.' and the woman will say 'i think i belong to you'. but remember, one man only has ONE lost rib. we call the other women the SPARERIBS."
"five years and below, they are called children.
five years to twelve years, they are called little girls. not allowed to have boyfriends!
twelve to eighteen, they are called BIG girls. STILL not allowed to have boyfriends, 'cos they're still girls.
eighteen to twentyfour. they are called ladies. this is when they are at their most beautiful. no need for makeup!
twentyfive to thirty. they are called wives. they get ready to be married.
one year after they marry, they're called mothers.
and next, they're called [someone in the audience yells out grandmother] nonono. not grandmothers! they're MOTHERS IN LAW!
after that, THEN they're called grandmothers.
so you see, motherhood is a very step-by-step thing."
yep. hope you enjoy.

Wednesday, June 21, 2006 @7:24 AM

bahh. yahoo towers isn't loading. i'm pissed! i wanna play!
tmr going out. my money..... )': i'm broke! FREAKING BROKE!
this post is darn lame. PEOPLE TAG ON MY BOARD!!!!!!!

Monday, June 19, 2006 @7:54 AM

how's my new blogskin? haha.
ok, just a quick update - i finally completed a long list of things.
1. get my hair cut (but it looks horrendous when i tie it up)
2. burn cd photos
3. finish av attendance lists
4. change blogskin (lol.)
5. finish everything but chem homework
6. organize some music stuff
7. put my name on the waiting list for a flashbox
and tomorrow, i'm going town! haha. with my grandma. 'cos she wanted to, so yea.
and oh, nut, i'm trying to find someway to break the movie thing on sunday. haha. that's the day the movie from thursday has been postponed to.
TAG EVERYONE!

oh, and sorry, my pictures have some problem with the size trying to fix it yea. (:

Friday, June 16, 2006 @6:33 AM

i feel bad for not letting mom see my xi'an pics. i mean, as in not OFFERING to let her see them.

Wednesday, June 14, 2006 @7:09 AM

kinda pissed now. haha. 'cos i'm like completing all my homework in such a shitty slipshod way it irks me. and i can't change. sheesh. i wish i could motivate myself to work harder instead of do such slipshod work. argh.
thanks nat for offering. (:

utterly
demoralized.

Saturday, June 10, 2006 @7:38 AM

i am miserable.
i think i'm not up to the grade 6 exam. my pieces are so lousy la! and besides that i dunno why, i just can't sit comfortably on the organ seat. 'cos when i start sitting it just hurts like hell. my tailbone or muscle. argh. if i sit for a loooong while it gets ok, then when i stand it hurts again. sheesh.
i need to work harder! slacking away all the time. and did i tell anyone i have really weird appetite? it's like, one day i won't feel like eating at all, the next day i'll eat a lot and then halfway through i'll be full, and then i'll share the rest of my food. that's .. weird.
anyone wants to read my xi'an diary complete with souvenirs? or want a copy of my pictures? leave a tag (:

Thursday, June 08, 2006 @6:14 AM

feel better today. but not all fantastic. haha.
anyway. didn't go to escape today, 'cos mom didn't allow. one of my adult-er friends had exactly the same response. my thoughts? i guess that's true, but i still wanna go. sigh.
hmm. tomorrow going out for a movie and maybe arcade with alvina and brenda. hope to have loads of fun! haha. haven't gone out for so long. ><
finished quite a bit of work today, but only ticked one thing off my list 'cos i only finish majority of my bits of homework. like all the bio mcq but only one essay question, all the non-graph questions in maths tys.. but i finished my xi'an diary and scrapbook today, and i feel sad all over again. how i wish it was longer.
let's call him AZ. i thought AZ was really nice and fun to be around with, and after all he's an elder so i should trust him right? but ever since he knows i learn that and made the comment, i feel detached. like i don't wanna trust him anymore. the way he says it is kinda.. weird. i just don't like it.
i could have kept my mouth shut. but now i dunno what to do.

Tuesday, June 06, 2006 @7:19 AM

pissed with myself.
if we had a longer xi'an trip, then maybe she could go for her desired trips and all, and SHE could go for HER desired trip to china, and he could drive, and everyone would be happy.
all my fault la.
sometimes i wonder why i was brought into this world if i just had to cause my loved ones disappointment and all.
I MISS XI'AN LOADS AND LOADS AND LOADS.
even though i'm back for four days already.
i'm not homesick, i'm xi'an-sick.

Saturday, June 03, 2006 @3:12 AM

i feel sick. and i'm not joking. the puking feeling is back.
back from xi'an yesterday night 11.40pm. got back home at around 1 this morning. i am dead tired and all but yea. i really miss xi'an.
i miss the beds, i miss the food, i miss the funny things hanyi and the rest does, i miss my buddy, i miss all the friends i made there.
<33 jessica joanne natasha xinyu mengmei jinli hanyi alicia cerigwen penny chunling huayshan yisi yanxin germaine sonia kailing xinyi mslim mslee FOR HELPING ME WHEN I WAS SICK. thanks all.
i miss china.
i miss xi'an.
i WANT XI'AN!

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