yesterday went to raffles country club with uncle, aunt, another aunt, and mom. went swimming! while me and uncle swam in the huge pool, mom aunt and aunt went to play jackpot. -_- but anyway i had a great time. the sun wasn't too bright, so i have a BIT of a nice tan.
today had youth alive, in church. (: we used crossroads rally bandanas as yellow thingys that we tied around our arms. had a great time ^_^ we played this fishing game which was really popular. you use those magnets attached to strings on chopsticks and stick them in the "fishing tank", get a fish, and answer a question. question number's behind the picture of the fish. it isn't too easy, nor is it too difficult, so it's really cool. stuff like "who's colonel sanders?", "what's the eighth commandment?", "what does HTTP stand for?", "what are the first three words in the bible?" and others like that provide a healthy mix of questions. after i played it, i'm sure my knowledge has doubled.
after youth alive, had a debrief in mother mary's room <3 and then went for lunch at hups. yum. kinda moody today though. rawrr.
ok short post today. more another time.

BLOGGED A LOOONG POST ABOUT CHRISTMAS DINNER.
AND BLOGGER FREAKING CANCELLED IT.
RAWRR!

anyway. it was fun! (:

heehee. many fun games and interesting moments of "HEE-HEE-HAW-HAW" laughter from roy which infected me and marianne. XD for one game, i had to join roy's table (*cough* *stares at jac*) but we won! YAHOO! jac and roy came late though. SAD! 'cos of the stupid orchard road traffic jam luh. dumb jam.
we should have more dinners like this! sad, i can't make it for the new year's party on sunday. hafta stay home. ><

ok. here's a thank you to everyone who happily sent my phone christmas greetings!

simeon; nat l; nat t; marianne; huiwen; benedict; kimmy; syikin; peihsin; two teachers; james; rachel; aaron; roman; rebecca; cassandra; layleng; yunzhen

my phone exploded yesterday morning. message memory was full and i spent ages trying to find messages to delete. RAWRR! well we rushed to go for mass, and i got so sleepy i kept yawning and getting distracted. TSK! but overall i enjoyed the service though i felt that most of us were half asleep, i think due to the partying that occured after midnight.
after we ate breakfast we went home and started preparing for the christmas dinner. my turn finally came at five plus! i got to cook my spaghetti! ha my cousins loved it (: 'cos i prepared the sauce too. yummy. when we tapao-ed food for them to take home they took all the spaghetti sauce! (: but it's ok, i cooked more today for the rest of the spaghetti that we have left. yummy.

thanks to all who gave me presents!

mom; dad; owen; 3ema; pawpaw; cousins; amos; simeon; andrea

thanks for all the lovely presents! i have many many things to add to my collectibles now!

ps. to anyone who's name i left out, i'm sorry! ):

felt emo pms-y the whole day. rawrr.
went for mass in the morning. roy woke up early, but had to pack stuff for the party tonight, so in the end he didn't come. -_- quarterway through mass, suddenly remembered i forgot to bring the stuff for project christmas child! the stuff i spent so long packing! >< so in the end, hopped onto owen's car with mom and aunt and then went home to take the stuff, then rode back to church. passed the stuff to julian.. and then when my brother appeared, he suddenly realized i was his sister. -_- then walked down to hups with owen. (: i was wondering what would people's reaction be when they saw us walking down together but going separate tables. ^_^
tomorrow's christmas dinner! i'm in charge of pasta (: jac and roy MIGHT be coming over. FUN!! talk rubbish with me while the others have their adult talk.. HEEHEE.
gonna find a looong sock later and gonna hang it up. can't help being childish, i still believe in santa! though i think santa's actually DAD. >< it's gonna be amusing to see him creep into my room and stuff weird things down my sock and suddenly i "wake up" and scare him. XD

k i need to sleep soon. tomorrow's a busy day! and instead of opening our presents together on boxing day as we do every year, we're opening them on christmas day this year! owen's leaving for hongkong boxing day morning.. AWW. ):

went skirt shopping today. saw the skirt in vivo the other day, but couldn't find it in j8. i bet it was sold out. but anyway happy that i finally finished mom and dad's present. i bet even owen would like it. (:
christmas is in two days time! i'm in charge of spaghetti for the dinner. and collecting sushi and tartlets. and maybe some other food too. have to put my culinary skills to the test again.. but cooking's fun. ^_^ heehee.
830am mass tmr, then midnight mass. i'm not going for the midnight service, i'm just gonna fall asleep halfway and then embarrass myself. even though there's a party after that. parents don't allow me to go anyway. if i go for midnight mass tomorrow, i might just die of fatigue 'cos after mass, there's party, till between 4am and dawn. and then i have to go for christmas mass AGAIN, but with my family. and then the preparation for the dinner. going without sleep for a single day would kill me since i'm already so tired. fell asleep on the bus home today.. ):

i seriously need sleep.

james said he might be able to find the nokia 7600 for me! i really want it even though i might kena the bad batch of phones! wanna see how bad it can get, even though i love the design so much.
in case anyone doesn't know what phone i'm talking about, it's the square one that was in the market for a couple of months a few years back. discontinued already, that's why difficult to find.

vivo and bbq on wednesday was a blast. well except for the fact that vivo seems to be my accident mall.. (: and that it seemed to drain us of energy.
can be quite VERY difficult to shop in vivo. i found my skirt in 37d, but decided to check out op. op skirts are so freaking short can!! reveal all my disgusting quads >< EWW! so i think i'll get the one in 37d, but i will go to j8 and buy it. and not buy at vivo. i'll just get lost inside that mall.
bbq - i ate a chicken wing, then feeling sian, started to cook! ha! i can actually COOK! to think i only started cooking at home like, one or two weeks ago? (: note to anyone who ever invites me to a bbq: don't ask me to add margarine, i'll end up flinging margarine all over the grill and i'll burn all the food in the process. paiseh. anyway brenny, i had a great time! next time go your house to swim XD and play squash and tennis, since sonia and pH insists i teach them.. like WTH?? i'll teach them to hit the tennis ball into oblivion! right? ^_^
set up the christmas tree yesterday. and did some filing. whee! then went for mass with jac. ((: dunno if going today. don't feel like going alone. rawrr.

i'm in love with a yorkshire terrier puppy!

i need to study!
i need to study!!
i need to study!!!

i haven't touched ANY schoolwork for two days, and i'm feeling so darned guilty. i desperately want to get into CJC!! OH MAN.

i'm so gonna wake up early tomorrow to STUDY. gahh.

WAHLAU.

didn't go help out in admin/mailing today. had to stay home 'cos cousin coming over. he's cute! (: and then i got a splitting headache, which is still killing my head, so decided not to rush over. will be doing from 10 to 4 tomorrow? then going to church, for mass. i think. not confirmed.
haven't asked permission to go for the xmas dinner yet. have to dress up somemore! most probably i'll just wear a white polo and a brown skirt? that's my version of SMART. and i have to wear heels again. EEYER! might as well not go. but if i don't, simeon's so gonna screw me. michael too. bribing me to go. XD
eeyer. bad headache. THROBBING head.

ate dosai at some shop this morning. with jac roy and the rest. nice! i like masala dosai! POTATO!
then we went to raffles city and hung out there. lol. we went to comics mart, mph and the coffee place. can't remember the name. XD kinda fun. but got tired.
came home to do homework. i realized i don't know how to do half of it. sigh. so lousy right. i tikam so many questions. hate feeling stupid.
slept for almost two hours. so tired. dun even know why. ><

i need to study. SERIOUSLY study.

waiting!

i felt so sad when i first read the paper today. it came far too late. until i realized that it wouldn't have helped you anyway.
you say you're not scared about the report results, but i can tell you are. it's happening to you, who would be more scared than you? but you trust God so much, sometimes i wonder why i can't do the same.
next year, i'm gonna be really busy. i don't regret taking up these assignments/jobs, 'cos they're really what i want. it's just a matter of prioritizing my time. but if you really need treatment, who's gonna help us?
it was sad to hear that it might have spread.
i really hope it didn't.
i don't want it to.
i want this to be the end of it.
one traumatic experience, and that's the end of it.
no more.

only one person whom i know, can share these feelings with me.
but i don't even know her well.

what rubbish.

i hate crying.

WHOOHA!
this song has drummed through my head a gazillion times since 5.20pm. the first verse was by the cathecists, and the rest by me and jac. (: thanks jac for helping me with the last line!!

thank you for the world so sweet oh hum
thank you for the food we eat yum yum
thank you for the birds that sing a ling a ling
thank you God for everything

thank you for the water from the tap
thank you for the liquids in those cans
thank you for creating many many drinks
thank you God for everything

thank you for the sun that gives us light
thank you for the trees that shield our eyes
thank you for the nature that we all can see
thank you God for everything

thank you for the friends we love so much
thank you for the games we play so fun
thank you for the crazy things we love to say
thank you God for everything AMEN!

nice, aye? many many thanks to jacqueline!
oh and roy, get your knee well soon. i want to play tennis! XD

i'm BACK!
wahh.

it's no more a choice, it's a neccessity.
it's something i cannot avoid anymore, no matter how much i detest the job.
doing it for a couple of days has somehow made it a simple routine, though one that i don't look forward to.
i really wish i can do a good job. that i won't lose my temper. that i'd be nice to everyone.
i thought i was strong. until i teared in church.
everybody tells me to take care of myself.
i don't know if i can hang on forever.
things will be different.
now it's a matter of prioritizing my time and energy.
and getting rid of the dumb flu.

i'm glad i'm gonna be busy these few days.
i'll be busy doing filing, taking care of pawpaw, being the housewife, watching mama looking for her cat, going for all my classes..
it'll help to take my mind off things.
but at this point, i don't even feel like going for classes anymore.
i wanna quit french.

NO MOOD TO DO ANYTHING.

argh. was feeling kinda hungry so i decided to eat instant noodles for breakfast.. not even half a bowl later, i felt like puking everything back out. eww.
such a waste. couldn't save the food too. ):

anyway. gonna play badminton with church friends later! WHOO! (:

went for service today, then went to eat ban mian at kovan centre and came back home to do homework. i'm feeling very slack.
oh. and i'm down with the flu! wilmer passed it to me ): and so i was sniffing away and slept for about 2 and a half hours today. everyone, go WOWWWW ..
ok i'm kinda tired. gonna go play theme hospital! XD
keep tagging!

confirmation's over.
i'm confirmed!
i feel so spiritually revitalized.
i wanna go back and live in the church, believe it or not. i feel so secure there. (:
rawrr. now, i need to get my life back on track and start on my studies. i sure wanna get into cjc.

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