Saturday, April 26, 2008 @9:17 AM
i have been surprised, many many times, this week. let's start with school last friday, and then yc retreat, and then more school..
1. i scored okay in bio.
2. i finally realized, i never did let go, no matter how many times i think i did.
3. no more french. unless i do ado 3 - that means spending another $51 buying books. or unless i do the adult class, paying whopping $270 for 36 hours of lessons.
4. might have been kicked out of pre-u sem.
5. got invited to apply for exchange program i never expected to get in for. don't think i'll get in anyway.
6. selected as one of the leaders for interclub. big big surprise. can't they just acknowledge that i won't dedicate my time to them unless they change their way of working?
7. i failed my aq. very anal about this.
8. my teachers have sky high expectations of me. i'm a normal student, i wasn't from gep or anything.
9. big big burden pawpaw carrying inside. *hugs*
stay awake, for you never know what hour He calls.
Sunday, April 13, 2008 @7:52 AM
i feel very in need of tk and tk time.
ok, right now i just want to do av duty at the machine, sit at the porch, play canon in c at the piano, study at the tables, say hi to ms saffiah, have lessons in that old fuddy duddy classroom, and talk to my teachers.
gosh i miss them soo much! i wonder how they're all doing in their different schools. damai, sss, broadrick, wherever the rest went..
and of course i miss my friends! av duty mates, classmates, family, morning conversations, talking about almost everything and anything..
i'm really not looking forward to school tomorrow. in fact, i don't look forward to this week at all.
i'm not ready to be independent and i don't want to take care of someone but not give her the best i can.
Sunday, April 06, 2008 @7:55 AM
end of another week. time is ticking away, i am here tapping away, with no particular end goal in mind. hoho bahh bahh.
to keep my blog alive, i shall do the music thingy like brenda did. :D guess the song titles of the twenty songs (and try not to google the lyrics). think only mooman will know most of them, knowing my taste in songs. hur. i'm an authentic rockabilly!
1. i will worship, with all of my heart, and i will praise you, with all of my strength
2. hair was brown and nappy, never had no fun, i hid under a bushel, which is easier said than done
3. number one was very gay, and he built his house on hay
4. i know he rescued my soul, his blood has covered my sin
5. ariadiamus late ariadiamus daari a natus late adua
6. God is good, all the time, he put a song of praise in this heart of mine
7. ay, ay, ay, i'm your little butterfly
8. hey little girl with the cash to burn, i'll sell you something you won't return
9. don't lose your way, with each passing day
10. tale as old as time, true as it can be..
11. who am i, that the Lord of all the earth, would care to know my name, would care to feel my hurt
12. and ev'ry task you undertake, becomes a piece of cake, a lark! a spree! it's very clear to see
13. tall and tan and young and lovely the girl from ipanema goes walking
14. come stop your crying, it will be alright
15. i can hear the bells, well, don't you hear them chime?
16. once i was a selfish fool, who never understood
17. it's a long long journey till I know where i'm supposed to be
18. honey honey! honey honey!
19. above all powers, above all kings, above all nations and all created things
20. who's the leader of the club, that's made for you and me
okok, after i've finished this, i realized that all my rockabilly is upstairs. D:
Wednesday, April 02, 2008 @7:16 AM
i'm supposed to be attacking my maths tutorial but WHATEVER LA! who cares about graphing techniques :D
my classmates are pretty fun afterall. one of them writes like i used to write all the time, backwards mirrorwise. i miss writing like that! and there are these three guys whom i usually hang out with 'cos they were in my pae class. it's freaking funny to sit next to them and listen to their conversation! marc's in editorial and has fantastic english AND he's a nerd whom i can copy homework from anytime XD and he can think of funny responses to phillip's retarded sayings. phillip is a scholar who insists he has a hostel maid and is in choir, and has lately taken to getting high on sweets. when he's high, all of us sigh. (hey it rhymes!) he starts laughing to himself nonstop and knowing how easily i laugh.. the whole table starts shaking. james is the queue cutter and the bald guy. canoeist who procrastinates like there's no tomorrow. (contradictory.)
and of course, i've been spending breaks with yc friends too :D and we've got a new studying place! the BENCH. quiet place where you can blast music. XD
but still, lessons are difficult and boring. bad combination. former tk gp teachers make life funner though. XD
