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Tuesday, October 31, 2006 @6:10 AM

new layout!
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Saturday, October 28, 2006 @7:30 AM

i've been doing some calculations. on my money spending.
since i want to save $10 a week, i can only spend $4 a day at school. including everything else that i need. SIGH. have to live rough, if i want my stuff.
i want many many many things!
but top on the list:
1. adidas wallet!
2. cd labels.
3. korean songs! SEND THEM TO ME, EVERYBODY!
4. people to tag on my board!!

ok fine. actually i forgot half my wishlist. OH. i remember now!

5. in-ear headphones!! to help my hearing (:

PEOPLE!! TAG NOW!!

Friday, October 27, 2006 @2:20 AM

i feel depressed now. and guess why?
'cos i didn't manage to do all i was supposed to today. only one miserable chapter on transport in man. sigh. i play too much.
PEOPLE!! TAG!!

oh. and a picture..

aya and akira from forbidden dance! AHH I CAN FAINT LOOKING AT THEM DANCE. well. looking at pictures of them dancing. haha.

i'm in love with akira! (:


Tuesday, October 24, 2006 @7:10 AM

haven't blogged for a loong time. sigh.
saturday - went with melanie to suntec. had lots of fun! watched DEAD OR ALIVE. it's not a horror movie, it's about fighting. no horror at all. it's rating is like, G. so yea. safe to watch! (: we also went to candy empire. bought the wonka nerds rope! i want more!! it's very very nice! (: haha. also played ddr like mad. melanie kept complaining leg pain. tsk.
monday - PISSED WITH THE SCHOOL. for taking av reps for granted.
tuesday (today) - "lovely" tuition. i got ever so frustrated trying to do the many comprehensions. actually they're not many, only got like two to three and i almost died. sigh.
then went to brenda's house. tuned my guitar after so long. i kept getting frustrated. we ate seaweed. and then we played squash. yea. brenda said she'd blog about it. (:
trying to clear my thumbdrive now. not enough space to put all my nice lovely songs.
TAG!! KEEP MY TAGBOARD ALIVE!!

Thursday, October 19, 2006 @6:09 AM

my results look like damn SHIT.
so far, one A, one B, three C. i want to kick some ass. i feel like an idiot now. a stinking stupid idiot.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006 @6:19 AM

i'm blogging now while waiting for the large attachment to attach itself to my email.
but anyway. can die now, while doing the dumb powerpoint. but i guess it's worth it, 'cos the time at xi'an was really well spent and stressless. i think i gained a few kg there. (: 'cos no stress plus so much food. YUM.
today got back english. as usual, a B3. i think my languages are seriously going down the drain. all the distinctions for my languages have completely DISAPPEARED. sheesh. gonna pull down my l1r5 so badly la. ARGH. darn darn darn. stupid comprehensions. stupid summary. i was maluated today. but i shall take it in a positive light and keep reminding myself not to cancel so badly and REWRITE MY SUMMARY the next time round. (:
other than english, we didn't get back anything today. sigh. spent half the day dying in class la. but tmr.. getting back HISTORY SS AND CHEM!! i think i could die. killer subjects. hope i pass ss and history!! but chem is sure-pass, but sure-NOT-distinction. sigh. sigh sigh sigh. i'm in a sighing mood today.
MY SINGNET INBOX HAS CONVENIENTLY DECIDED TO DIE ON ME. freaking thing.

shall go bathe now. TAG!

Monday, October 16, 2006 @7:10 AM

mom cleared out some space for me to NEATLY store my organ scores and everything, so tomorrow i shall go buy those pocket thingys and file my scores up. nicely. prefer not to punch holes directly on the scores as i will most probably accidentally punch a large hole onto one of the important notes. XD
so. i got to work clearing my stack of diskettes first. got horribly frustrated when a few of them kept hanging my comp. had to format those on the organ instead. and then i couldn't salvage my history powerpoint from last year. sigh. but nevermind. i still have the paper that we burnt wrongly. it's stuck in my file.
anyway. an excerpt from xuanhan's blog:
K FINE SHE DOESN'T ALLOW PEOPLE TO CTRL C CTRL V. i shall type out that paragraph here then.
"Anyway, I've been watching my kindergarten graduation concert video, and that's when I realized Ivy Lam was in Catholic Kindergarten too! Hahaha. She was in her so-called pathetic Chinese dance."
it brings me back to those good ol' days! we had to wear the pink leotards with short sleeves. pretty! i wore that for ballet those when i started. until i changed to a pink leotard with no sleeves, then a lilac one with no sleeves, then the previous black spaghetti strap one, and now my current black spaghetti strap one. sigh.
ok. got to go. i shall blog more .. at a later date.
i wanna get good results! (:

i'm getting over it! YAHOO! ^^

Sunday, October 15, 2006 @7:25 AM

ballet was tough, maybe 'cos i was half asleep. dancing to my own music in dreamland. XD
but anyway, did lots and lots of pirouettes! and sucked at all of them -.- cannot land la. i keep turning nice nice then i land i anyhow PLINK PLONK DING DANG PING PONG BLONK! onto the floor. i bet you can ALL imagine. and after i land, i don't stand in plie. i end up hopping around the room in that bent position. how retarded.
but corner work was nice. we did temp leve and PAS DE CHAT! the russian ones!! WOWW! lemme find a picture.

thanks to yunzhen for sending me this! (: it's LOVE. i need to practice!

and we did some kind of sissonne that i completely suck at. sigh.

tata. i need MORE SLEEP!


Saturday, October 14, 2006 @10:59 PM

yesterday's bbq was fine. i dragged dezzy along. WHY YOU QUIT BALLET AH. i punch your head ah. but yea, i think i understand why, 'cos it's kinda expensive if three of you hafta learn. yea. ): didn't really eat much. but came back home and was forced to eat one whole popiah -.- it wasn't bad at all. at least i played like, ten minutes of tennis! even though i was LOUSY 'cos of the ol' elbow and new racket. so i kept facing the racket down, and the ball flew everywhere BUT over the net. i seem to remember a ball flying out and hitting the wall and then flying down to the carpark. greatest condolences.
sleep. i need sleep, people.

Friday, October 13, 2006 @7:00 AM

i am super pissed now.
and guess why?
because i think i'll never understand why parents can be protective to such an extent.
it's about time you trusted me.

Thursday, October 12, 2006 @8:40 AM

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FIND TWO CATHOLICS WHO KNOW MS ANG AND KNOW ME AND ASK THEM TO GO FOR THE BBQ.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006 @6:36 AM

went out with brenda alicia peihsin and serene today. to suntec arcade. yea!
drummed a lot and guitared a lot too. i'm hooked. and i'm hooked onto ddr too. $_$ it's good for relieving stress! hee. (:
tomorrow shall be a big big BIG cleanup day! i plan to clear up the right side of my table which has papers overflowing all over. heh. and i'm planning to finish more more more notes for physics biology and chem!! YEA!! time to finish all those unfinished revision. instead of procrastinating till next year. if not i'll regret. GWARR.
anyone wanna learn drums or guitar with me?

Tuesday, October 10, 2006 @7:02 AM

exams over!!
rejoice.
I NEED MY SAVLON CREAM! and guess what. i gave it to my grandma and i can't find the huge tube my mom keeps somewhere in the house. darn.

Monday, October 09, 2006 @7:30 AM

two more exams, one more day.
i did some mugging for physics today. 'cos i asked alyba for the basic concepts we needed to learn, and then i read through the whole chapter on light and did my own notes. isn't that such a great achievement (: considering the fact that i didn't really do any revision for physics since the beginning of the term. i have hereby resolved to:
1. do notes after every sub topic is taught
2. READ THE TEXTBOOK (especially physics.. )
3. practice practice practice maths! 'cos maths is easy to practice, once i'm relaxed and i know the formulas. hee. i need to be alone too. for example, being in the alliance francais library or sitting in macs. by myself.

now. after tomorrow. i shall have a good break and sleep more!! so i can grow taller. and i can start playing tennis, running around like an idiot, playing more piano and organ, practice dance ((: lovely short-lived freedom! however i shall motivate myself to finish the physics paper to my best first! if not i will regret it.

i hope whatever i have done in preparation for the finals and DURING the finals, will pay off.

Saturday, October 07, 2006 @9:10 AM

i have this feeling i will need to work much much much harder for organ now. 'cos we're doing the organ version of piano diploma.
grade 5 exam
PERFORMANCE
repertoire: prepare 8 pieces. must have JOC pieces. examiners will choose one JOC piece and one normal piece, and maybe have to play a third song. 40 marks.
improvisation: two parts. part a - as per normal. part b - motif. given two bars, make the rest yourself. 20 marks each.
sight reading: no more chord names above the bars. read the notes. 20 marks.
to pass, get a 75/100.

FUNDAMENTALS
theory:
melody dictation - listen to the examiner play, write down what was played, play for the examiners to hear.
chord dictation - write down chord name and base note played.
chord recognition - recognize some different chords. something to do with minor, major, dominant and something something. hearing gotta be really good.
practical part:
sight singing - i will fail. i cannot sing, much less SIGHT SING.
keyboard harmony - i have no idea what this is.
transposition - i hate changing keys, especially halfway through a song. i'm gonna suck at this one.
for both theory and practical, each section must get at least 60 marks, theory total upon 100. but to pass overall, must get 375/500.
i think i missed out something. but oh well. just looking at this makes me scared.
I GOTTA WORK HARDER!
oh. and JOC pieces are a bit more classical pieces written by japanese children. they're quite advanced music. sigh.

random note: people please motivate me to do physics. NOW.

Friday, October 06, 2006 @4:49 AM

was kinda sad actually, today. was feeling like shit when i came home. then i slept and slept and slept.
biology was challenging with all the application questions. hope i manage to score 'cos i did try to do the paper. and i realize i ALWAYS remember how to answer the questions, but only at the last minute. darn. happened for chemistry too.
history elective paper was not really much of a killer, but i got stuck at the sbq. i regurgitated all that i knew about china onto a piece of foolscap with very very very untidy handwriting. and halfway i got gastric -.-
tomorrow will be the restart of organ lessons. wonder what we're gonna do. hmm. newer stuff i guess. faster stuff. more difficult stuff. and i'll be getting my cert. (:

i guess i was feeling down 'cos of you. it's just sad to see you and your whole family together while i'm having two small pieces of mooncake here by myself. i guess i will never be like you.

Thursday, October 05, 2006 @3:52 AM

quick post.
chem paper went quite badly for me.. 'cos i didn't really finish it. forgot most of the facts -.- and somebody distracted me halfway through. sigh. i must learn to be distracted less easily.
today - amaths. went ok, maybe 'cos i kept my calm, and wrote at the same monotonous speed. but i got a fat shock when the examiner nearly whacked my head when she rushed to pick up string which dropped. yea.
tomorrow!! biology and history. mugged in burger king with bowl sticker and meowsh today. did quite a bit of notes. hopefully i retain the information! i shall sleep early tonight. early as in by pm. i'll be hugging my pillow!
my history is going down the drain.
i think i'm so screwed.

Sunday, October 01, 2006 @7:53 AM

ballet was good today! my quads hurt though. engaging the wrong muscles. darn me.
we didn't do pointe, but we did quite a bit of corner work. and centre pirouettes. and we tried foute turns, but we didn't do them with the leg sticking out. my spotting is horrible. i cannot turn. for NUTS.

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