Tuesday, May 23, 2006 @5:11 AM
ONE MORE DAY!
ONE MORE DAY OF SCHOOL FOR ME!
((: i'm high.
but anyway. i'm going to xi'an on the 25th, will be back only on the 2nd..
to all my ballet pals, i'm gonna miss ballet! sheesh. one week's worth of grand battements, pirouettes and tomber assomblies (sp?). tsk. we need to practice our temp leves and our sissons at home ourselves.. if not i think i'll just die in class. barrework is getting more difficult! ><
lol. erm. i got nothing much to blog about. just that..
a lot of things have been happening these two weeks.
hope that they're all for the better =]
<333333 me.
<3333333 jess and joanne for going xi'an with me.
<33333333 alvina for buying me choc icecream for my be-earlied bdae prez.
<333333333 to everyone who gave or is gonna give me a prez. ((: i am grateful! 'cos receiving presents is just so nice. really, thanks everyone!
Sunday, May 21, 2006 @6:58 AM
a special week coming up.
lazy to update la. sheesh.
Friday, May 12, 2006 @8:51 PM
i am feeling.. kinda delirious now. can't believe this is really happening..
i am so happy!! we have finally stuck to our promise of keeping in contact. yayy. ((: *wide grin*
k. i'm tired.
and i have a lesson.
and i'm going to try some rubberband thing tonight.
so there, dudes and dudettes!!
<33 everyone!
<3333333 all my close friends esp those people who sit around me (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! XDD) and my 2e3 best buds. (namely ALYBA, MEOWSH, BEE, BOWL, PINA, DEZZ..)
@2:33 AM
why.
this is so shit.
i dunno what to do already.
no response at all.
freaking asshole
Monday, May 08, 2006 @1:12 AM
i feel like changing my layout.
and yes, i'm frustrated.
and i was feeling rebellious today. ARGH.
almost late for duty today. 'cos i was having a horrendous headache.
yeps. i wanna log off soon. in school now, finishing my chem and all.
and oh, ss sucks.
i hate ss. but i like history.
goodbye, world.
Sunday, May 07, 2006 @7:09 AM
i'm pissed. 'cos of SS. i thought it was postponed but anyway we tried to finish up most of the stuff tonight. yep. i hate group projects. i HATE them. i like to work by myself but i know if i don't collaborate with other people, i'll never move with the times. freaking thing.
i can't stand it how people can just slash slash slash and their parents don't think there's anything wrong. sometimes i'm so fucked up i just wanna do that kind of thing too, but there's always something stopping me which makes me resort to exercise instead.
and the hits this year. i hate my life. i know i should be thankful for everything that i've got, but sometimes i wonder if they are burdens that i should just drop. av has lost its fun. i loved being a low status av rep, and i loved duty, so why aren't i loving my job? my ballet is going down the drain. all those years of practice, and i'm becoming so lousy. and tennis too. my hitting sucks more and more. everything that i do it's all average. nothing is ever tops. i hate that fact.
i hate myself. but i can't do anything about it 'cos of my family. for them, i have to control myself.
