Friday, April 28, 2006 @6:08 AM
I AM SO DARN PISSED.
I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING DAMN WHO IS IN CHARGE OF THAT STUPID OBS. ALL I CARE IS THAT THEY PUT SERVICE BOARDS BACK INTO THE LIST OF CCA LEADERS TO GO FOR THIS.
like WHAT THE FUCK la. i don't care about swearing already. not WHEN I'VE READ SOMEBODY'S BLOG AND I FIND OUT THAT THEY'VE ALREADY BEEN NOTIFIED FOR OBS.
last year i was supposed to go but it was ONLY FOR SEC 3s. so WHATEVER, i didn't really care. THIS YEAR I'M OF AGE OK! i am so fucking pissed. i really feel like bashing whoever is in charge of the leadership obs this year. doesn't mean that we're from av board or whatever we're pro in leadership ok?? i'm already gonna CRACK soon! DOESN'T THE SCHOOL GET THE FUCKING SIGNAL WE'RE NOT MADE TO BE FUCKING LEADERS OR WHATEVER CRAP LA. WE NEED TRAINING. IT'S NOT LIKE I'M BORN A LEADER OR WHATEVER SO I BECOME THE CHAIRMAN OF AV BOARD. I'M NOT A F-ING LEADER LA, FOR GOODNESS SAKE.
i don't care whoever the teacher is. i don't care whether it's mdm lenny, mdm lee, ms chan, or WHOEVER. i just want AV BOARD put back into the list. i thought they wanted to train all the student leaders. but turns out they think people in av board and probably editorial board soon are not STUDENTS, they're NATURAL LEADERS. that is so FUCKING WRONG.
one fucking thing for each thing i'm angry about now.
fucking thing fucking thing fucking thing fucking thing fucking thing fucking thing fucking thing
one fucking life for each year i've tolerated this not-going-for-leadership-stuffs
fucking life fucking life fucking life
one fucking asshole for the one person who's messing up my life, which is MYSELF
FUCKING ASSHOLE.
FREAK LA! I AM DAMN PISSED.
