Sunday, April 02, 2006 @6:58 AM
oh my. i feel so shitty now.
talked just now for around 15 minutes. kinda depressed now. i wanna go for the solo trip so much..but she made me feel better about going somewhere ALONE. everything has its good and bad points. we just gotta live with it. but still. i don't like being alone on that special day which comes once a year.
i think even if she gives mom an idea of e trip to indonesia, mom still won't let me go. i really wanna go lah. time to get away from tennis and work more towards this side. this more aesthetics side.
oh man. i feel like crying again. BWAWAWAWA.
