Friday, July 07, 2006 @7:11 AM
tennis sucked yesterday. i hit like a noob. to think i've been playing for two years.
stayed back today to tinker on the organ and play some bball with alvina and junrui. funn! the school organ is a bit lanpok though. wish they had a pretty el 87.. then it'll be like home! haha.
NAT! the rich bitch is making me really irritated. talking crap and all. i wish he could disappear.
i have no desire to finish my french homework. oh well. i should just die tomorrow.
i feel like my life is breaking into small pieces and it's become this thousand piece puzzle i need to piece back. anyone care to help? getting worried over the dumb exam again. what if.. what if.. so many what ifs. even if i pass there's a "what will i do" question hanging over my head.
i feel kinda in love with ballet right now. though i'm really unfit with all my hurt muscles and all. and napfa and the sports. trying desperately to get more flexible.. for so long i haven't done the splits. it's so not shuang la! i want to do a split! ):
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rb is so irritating la. like he's such an impt person in my life i can't live without. i survived for so long without him poking his nose into my business. and im disappointed even though i know benj is busy. so he can't talk. and i wanted to go for st anne's feast day.. someone go with me? argh. im so dead. i FEEL dead.
