Tuesday, August 15, 2006 @7:56 AM
i fully regret the previous post, so i've deleted it.
i went for service today.. and i realized how angry i was, yesterday. angry at what? nothing. basically, i'm just trying to say i have a horrendous lack of faith. it's surprising i'm going for confirmation at the end of this year. but well, halfway through mass my butt hurt again and i felt really bad.. it was then i realized how bad my attitude yesterday was. so yea, i said sorry. and i felt better. then i suddenly realized - since when did God forget to help any of his followers? DUMB ME.
just some random stuff.
i make far too many careless mistakes. even in non-practical subjects like HISTORY. i make the stupidest of all stupid mistakes. when a question is asked about source D and questions its reliability by asking "how far can you believe this source?", i said "this source is believable to a limited extent." notice the words "this source". ms hamidah said i should've written "source D" instead of "this source". i've got a feeling it would have gotten me at least one or two more marks. darn it.
and the other history paper before this one. the one on germany. democracy actually become NATIONALISM. sheesh. don't ask me why. it's just a careless mistake. a freaking careless mistake which failed me. i got a 6/13 for that paper.
ooh. and lots of people whom i have on my msn list have seen me around lately. yesterday benedict saw me on 101. i was sleeping like a pig! dumb. and today, jianda saw me at ah seah hawker centre. i was practically picking my food 'cos i wasn't hungry at all, but yea, in my family you've just gotta eat eat eat. that's one reason i liked xi'an.. when i was hungry, i'd eat. when i wasn't, i didn't have to. i skipped lunch twice over there.
i just took my painkillers. on a not-so-full stomach. hope i don't wake up in the middle of the night with sudden gastric pain.
