Friday, September 29, 2006 @8:14 AM
when i was playing my electone today, just started to think. what if i fail my exam?
it's become very real to me. if i fail, i really wouldn't know what to do. should i continue to take electone or should i quit? sometimes i think, i've come so far, this is the end of the road for me, i can't go on. but other times i think, i can do it, just that i don't work well under stress. it's quite saddening actually, 'cos i've never let myself get affected by the stress. until this year's exam. now i just gotta wait for the results.
and oh. i feel kinda bad whenever i play piano songs on the electone. 'cos yea.. it's like i'm an electone player yet i am not playing electone songs. it just feels weird. sometimes i wonder if i'm more cut out for other music. and the arcade guitar. ((:
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