Friday, December 15, 2006 @8:10 AM
i felt so sad when i first read the paper today. it came far too late. until i realized that it wouldn't have helped you anyway.
you say you're not scared about the report results, but i can tell you are. it's happening to you, who would be more scared than you? but you trust God so much, sometimes i wonder why i can't do the same.
next year, i'm gonna be really busy. i don't regret taking up these assignments/jobs, 'cos they're really what i want. it's just a matter of prioritizing my time. but if you really need treatment, who's gonna help us?
it was sad to hear that it might have spread.
i really hope it didn't.
i don't want it to.
i want this to be the end of it.
one traumatic experience, and that's the end of it.
no more.
only one person whom i know, can share these feelings with me.
but i don't even know her well.
what rubbish.
i hate crying.
