Sunday, December 10, 2006 @5:30 AM
it's no more a choice, it's a neccessity.
it's something i cannot avoid anymore, no matter how much i detest the job.
doing it for a couple of days has somehow made it a simple routine, though one that i don't look forward to.
i really wish i can do a good job. that i won't lose my temper. that i'd be nice to everyone.
i thought i was strong. until i teared in church.
everybody tells me to take care of myself.
i don't know if i can hang on forever.
things will be different.
now it's a matter of prioritizing my time and energy.
and getting rid of the dumb flu.
