Friday, February 09, 2007 @4:01 AM
today was the suckiest day of the week.
first, i failed biology. and don't ask me by how much. the mark difference is SO idiotic that i really wanna punch myself and bang my head against the wall. felt like i was a horribly stupid dumbass to actually have studied and FAILED. -_- study = FAIL. wtf. then i asked if the teachers are purposely setting difficult papers for us, but actually, they're NOT. supposedly. i think at this rate i will just fall off my chair during o levels and fail everything, get an l1r5 of 54 and kill myself. anyway after that mrs ngin reviewed my paper, and i was too un-specific. GWARR. felt so irritated at myself i actually started crying and almost blurted everything out. i'm not even supposed to fail anything! DAMNIT LA. i feel so stupid.
and then. after school got the o level results thing. this batch of students are so fuhreaking clever?! they get like, 9 A1s. i felt even more demoralized. we're gonna have to work really hard. >< i can't even get my butt to sit still on a chair! mrs ngin appeared out of nowhere and asked me how i am, and made me sad, AGAIN. bwa. then she sorta encouraged me to work harder. and now i feel a teensy little bit motivated to study .. amaths. (:
off to my amaths textbook. hopefully i don't get distracted!!
