Friday, January 11, 2008 @7:14 AM
the people in my class are darn smart. most of them come in with 10s, 11s and 12s for raw scores. i think there was one single digit. and many of them got distinctions for their amaths. which kinda explains how dejected and low i feel now. being in a class of smarties, and being so dumb and lazy. AND, i actually feel that the new syllabus is difficult. am i just stupid or what.
hmm. on the other hand, being in a smart class might push me to work harder. and maybe by the time july comes, i'd actually have made real friends which i can get help for schwork from.
anyhows, school has been better. but today i was talking with rents about schools and all and i sort of got pissed and all. 'cos we were talking about how being in sajc would cause me to be attacked more about faith. not like i'm not being attacked where i am now. but people do ask.
i went back to tk today, finally. felt so at home there, sitting outside the staffroom again, where we all used to hang out. met up with some teachers, but some went back already. and one lost her voice. XD get well, mdm tan! hope to go back again next week since chances are that i can't make it for cca promo. damn, i wanted to get more people to join av. saw many people in tk - nat, nat, alyssa, jamie, mimsy, aa's sister, fiona betty and the exco, and talked with most of them. i even had juniors whom i've never talked to before, coming up to me to talk. they recognize me, and (paiseh) i don't. ><
i miss all my classmates, my tennisers, my exco, the guas, fellow ppas-ians. hope to get back to ballet this weekend. let it be some kind of a preparation for my audition. i have to get in.
for all those times you stood by me
for all the truth that you made me see
for all the joy you brought to my life
for all the wrong that you made right
for every dream you made come true
for all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful.
