Thursday, July 03, 2008 @8:41 AM
i am excited and nervous to meet my hosts. :) they'll be living further away, but nevermind i've got kim! XD
but yet, there is just this tinge of regret and anxiety and a little stress. regret that i'll miss the great opportunities that came my way but i had to reject 'cos i wouldn't be in singapore. anxious because the week i come back, it's the test week and i theoratically would have not learnt anything to do with the syllabus. stress because before the trip i already have so much to settle, i cannot imagine my workload after i come back. especially with the eom arrangement and ptm and settling admin stuff in school.
please tell me this isn't a wrong decision. to put off my h1 chinese, to not go for the dance prog and help in next year's dance, to not go for the dialogue which i freaking want to go for, to have the teachers inform me separately on my trip status, to miss two weeks of school, to come back unprepared for tests, to skip awwa adhoc, to not go for sage for two weeks,
just to do something that no other sane singaporean teenager of 17 years would do.
