Sunday, July 06, 2008 @9:17 AM
i suddenly do not feel ready.
even though i'm almost packed.
even though i'm psychologically ready to walk the 10k with my bag.
even though i've settle most of my school stuff, excluding the emails.
even though i want a break from the squabbling.
even though i'm physically prepped up to go.
i suddenly just don't want to leave.
really don't feel ready. not spiritually prepared. not ready to meet the world out there.